Just struggling along. On call is now definately going to be stopped. This is going to put me down by a couple of hundred each month, so i'm not sure what i'm going to do. Some days i wish i hadn't got my own place, or that i was able to share it and reduce the bills.

Seems daft, but i'm thinking about getting a second job, so that i can afford to buy things most of the people around me buy without thinking (Cds, books, nights out etc). I shoudln't really need to be in this position. Single, good(ish) job, no debts. Trouble is no payrises, and with living costs increasing, my salary just doesn't cover it anymore... I'm going to try and pay for an xbox before the payments go. At least then i can stay in an entertain myself...

No closer to getting another job; just more interviews and rejections...

posted by small 3:47 PM

I've applied for another job. No grade promotion, but there is the prospect of training.

Someone out there must think i am worth it.

posted by small 4:14 PM

I have no idea what i weigh now; but that small ready meal curry last week that i had after class, i just can't shift!

I did buy an omelette maker last night. I tried it out and just did a plain one (free on SW). It wasn't bad at all! This weekend i will see what happens if i put in a laughing cow cheese and make one. I can see me getting hold of some quorn sausages and making myself a sin-free (or low sin) cooked brekkie...

posted by small 5:34 PM

Hi Rose - it's me!
posted by small 3:31 PM

Remember i went for that interview last month? I just found out that i didn't get it. Same old story. Good interview, really liked me, but need someone who can hit the ground running ie they don't want to train anyone. I believe that i would have been really good...

I have no confidence now as i can only do my job, my current role won't let me train or job shadow...i feel like i am on the scrapheap already.

posted by small 3:26 PM